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This is Nicolle's most popular service which can be facilitated both remotely and in person, with clients all over the United States and Internationally.
Through facilitating Shamanic Journeys, Nicolle has witnessed truly profound transformations, channeled insight, healing on a soul level, and many miraculous phenomena, which the clien
This is Nicolle's most popular service which can be facilitated both remotely and in person, with clients all over the United States and Internationally.
Through facilitating Shamanic Journeys, Nicolle has witnessed truly profound transformations, channeled insight, healing on a soul level, and many miraculous phenomena, which the client is the conduit personally experiencing such. Clear intentions and an open mind is necessary to gain the most from your experience. The Shamanic Journey Intake Form will help you get clearer on your intentions which will be further explored during your consultation with Nicolle before leading you into Journey.
Curious to learn more about this service and some of the possibilities that could be awaiting you, how to prepare for a shamanic journey and other relevant information is detailed below...
Suggested Sliding Scale Donation:
$333-$555
(This sliding scale is reflective of the time dedicated during our session with each client, which can often be on average up to 6hours. This also gives the client the option to choose what donation within this scale that they can afford and what they believe this service was worth to them in what we were able to accomplish together.)
Are you ready to dive "IN"...
"IN"...to the depths of YOUR-"SELF"???
"HOW I ANSWER OR DEFINE THIS WILL BE VIA MY LENS OF HOW I FACILITATE AND WHAT I HAVE LEARNED IN THE PROCESS" -NICOLLE LEANNE
It must be noted, that a Shamanic Journey can differ in method of facilitation based on the Shaman or Shamanic Healer....What defines the title as "Shaman" may vary across cultures and societies as well as those individuals who have been initiated through certain trainings, initiations, or apprenticeships or within certain Native or Indigenous communities. A shaman's practice of rituals, shamanic healings, and ceremonies are therefore often unique to them by virtue of these parameters, not to mention factoring in their own evolution within their own personal healing journey, self mastery, or developed skills, abilities, and ethics in how they serve their communities. I will therefore consider myself a "Shamanic Healer" based on what "credentials" myself as such and to do my best to tip-toe around the "political correctness" regarding "cultural appropriation". Meaning I can't say I received my "credentials" (I use this term in a somewhat facetious tonality) via a means of tradition, or through an institution, a guru/shaman apprenticeship, or for belonging to an Indigenous/Native community. Rather, it's probably more true to say this PATH found me...(Albeit, through a 'surrendering' that catapulted me onto my path and since leaving behind my previous, egoic-driven pursuits....for one that I could not have imagined myself "qualified" to embark upon....to where I now confidently present myself in what I'll term a "Shamanic Healer.")Serendipitously, I found I began receiving "downloads" and "guidance" transmissions through more claircognizant means while facilitating Reiki Healings. At first I was playing the role as a "messenger" to clients based on what intuitive impressions I was receiving...which I began to learn was the clues to their healing. My egoic filters were often in my way, as I did not initially trust these intuitions or "messages" or "impressions". The more clients I began working with, the more these transmissions came through (although still through my filters of egoic self-doubt that was afraid to be wrong)... and so the promptings then came through..."that I was no-longer to play "messenger" but rather it was more important for each individual to connect to the "guidance" or "message" for them-self to be the sole interpreter of their experience and therefore what they then do with it. I started receiving guidance on how to facilitate people to connect to what I define as the Higher Dimensional Realms and all the potentials and possibilities that are unique to each "Soul Traveler" if you will, once "connected."
Through this approach that evolved from the precursor of Reiki, it began to take on a form of its own, where it could no longer be classified as Reiki. The question became 'what was I facilitating then'? My Guides then revealed that I was facilitating Shamanic Journeys.
Since 2014, I have facilitated hundreds of clients in Shamanic Journeys, and have witnessed many profound phenomena, life-changing transformations in healing and revelations, including expanding awareness and consciousness "where anything is possible beyond the veil of illusory limitation". The transformations are not exclusive to my clients, as I have found myself as a healer to be ever-evolving by virtue of this process of facilitation, because there is indeed a symbiotic exchange with every person I facilitate, ironically in an interesting role-reversal. Meaning I no longer play "messenger" (although I still offer certain insights and acquired perspectives), rather I find that many of my "Soul Traveler" clients end up becoming the conduits in channeling themselves such Higher Sentient Consciousness or Sentient Beings. Where not only would the client journeying be likely 'gifted' higher guidance, insight, clarity and healing by virtue of what they may be personally connecting to within their journey, but often the client is a conduit for the Spirit Realm to mutually gift myself perspectives, revelations, insights and teachings. And so through each client, I mutually grow and evolve WITH each client as well. Through this as well as being a recipient of many other powerful healers, shamans, and practitioners, as well as powerful plant medicines and ceremonies, I have also come to learn much about "Who I Am" in a process of unfolding...and why and how I have come into this PATH...(as a side note, I have also been blessed to have facilitated many individual's who, through my method of Shamanic Journeying, have since awakened in them their own special gifts or abilities allowing them to fully step into their own Power and Light as powerful lightworkers, and fellow healers, channeled mediums, and shamanic healers. It is also quite the blessing and humbling experience, when I have also had the opportunity to receive healings or channeled guidance from these individuals whose journey I was previously a part of in their own unfolding, and where they were in a position to return that gift to me in my own unfolding as well). So as to speak on the so-called "credentials": I have been "guided" from a "beyond-the-veil-source" and am being initiated via the "Spirit Realm". However, I have also learned according to my Guides, that I have been a "Shaman and Medicine Woman in many lives, in many forests" and essentially in this lifetime it is part of my Path to learn to create an amalgamation of these intertwining paths to be "re-membered" within this incarnation. Interestingly, I have had several clients while in journey, reveal that when they were able to peer back at me facilitating, they would all describe me similarly as an "old Eskimo woman with long silver hair, rounded face with beady eyes that glinted back as if they beheld the knowledge of the Universe in them." I also began witnessing this when I looked in the mirror when I was working with plant medicines...I would see myself shapeshifting before my eyes. Truthfully, I must admit I was a little freaked out by seeing myself this way...as any sense of egoic vanity in me, was alarmed to see this wrinkled old lady in the mirror! It has been revealed through a couple clients who have since even channeled my Higher Guide "Black Crow" who was able to answer my question in what I was witnessing and what certain clients had described. He revealed that what we were seeing was my lifetime as a Medicine Woman as an Inuit Native. It has also been shared through channeling, that essentially what a Shaman is, "is the ability to become the Portal....nothing more and nothing less....to be such a conduit. It is not a power one can hold or own....but it is the ability to be clear as a portal for such power to come through. But the power does not belong to the Shaman." They also advised that I do not get caught up in trying to define what is a shaman....or shamanism....as this tends to put it in a box by categorizing it and therefore creating limitations within context.
Click below to learn more about Nicolle Leanne and her unfolding journey which lead her to being of service as a Shamanic Healer as well as if you would like to follow her page where she shares profound and mind-blowing insights and channelings learned through her client journeys or from her own experiences.
A Shamanic Journey is the ability to access "other worlds", timelines, dimensions, and realms while in a "trance" or lucid state of awareness. It is the ability to go with-IN yourself to access healing, guidance, and transformation to your inner reality and can be experienced through Astral Travel. Everyone's experienced Shamanic Journey is unique to them in what they connect to based on the "road map" of intentions that they laid out beforehand.
I, Nicolle Leanne, facilitate in-person journeys in my healing sanctuary at Wholistic Vitality in Evergreen, Colorado however I also have been sought out by clients all over the United States and abroad through the option of a remotely facilitated journey. Remote journeys have proven itself to be just as remarkable in results as what is experienced with in-person clients.
For both in person and remote shamanic journeys, I will systematically guide your consciousness to bypass your mind and body through a powerful guided meditation while connecting to you energetically. This can involve a sensory experience such as through sound therapy, however as can be expected, that some of the healing modalities are only reserved for in person clients to compliment your healing and your journey, such as magnetic therapy, crystal light therapy, vibration therapy, crystals, or options to partake in certain medicinals. These modalities are not necessary for you to be lead into a journey, hence why the remote journeys are possible, but they may enhance or compliment your experience.
The main prerequisite to pursuing a Shamanic Journey is an open mind and a willingness to explore territories unknown to you from your human perspective, to explore a method of healing that can be truly life-changing.
It must be mentioned that change within is only possible through your free will of willing participation in your own healing. I merely serve as guide to help you get out of your own way, to bypass your MIND and BODY, to have access to connecting on a multi-dimensional level to limitless potentials of possibility. I will also help you navigate your experience once your consciousness has bridged beyond the confines of your limitations of your perceived physical and mental reality
If you resonate and would like to move forward with booking your Shamanic Journey, then please fill out the Intake form below. This intake form is designed to help you reflect and get clearer on what you are seeking, as ultimately your intentions and questions set up the "road map" of what may be awaiting you on the other side of the veil....
"WHERE ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE BEYOND THE VEIL OF ILLUSORY LIMITATION"
Before you are lead into journey, we will consult at the time of your scheduled appointment to dive deeper into your background story, intentions and questions. You may wish to upgrade to the add-on service: INTUITIVE MANIFESTING & ASTROLOGY GUIDANCE. I will also offer any insight or perspectives that I feel compelled to share that may be relevant to you for deeper understanding.
Shamanic Journey healing has the potential to be very powerful, transformative and life changing for you on a soul or consciousness level that directly impacts you emotionally, mentally and physically. Although everyone's experienced journey is unique to them pertaining to their intentions, it definitely helps shift one's internal reality which causes the projection of your experienced external reality... so by virtue of the Universal Laws, it is very likely and possible to notice shifts in your reality by virtue of creating these internal shifts through healing on a multidimensional level to your inner reality or subconscious.
Although, anything is possible within a Shamanic Journey, some possibilities that may be explored or experienced within your journey are:
Where as most services are charged based on time, the Shamanic Journey is a flat rate charge of $250. (Although you may wish to upgrade your experience with certain add-on service offerings.) Or perhaps you are redeeming a certain promotion that may alter this quote.
You can anticipate your session lasting on average 3-6 hours depending with included time to consult on your intentions and whether or not you opted for some of the upgrades.
"You think of yourselves as humans searching for a spiritual awakening, when in fact you are spiritual beings learning to cope with a human awakening. Seeing yourselves from the perspective of the Spirit within will help you to remember why you came here and what you came to do." - The Group
Listen to this video for FAQ and how to prepare for your Shamanic Journey.
"I had the great privilege to trade work with Nicolle last week and definitely got the better end of the deal! We did a shamanic journey combined with energy work with the intent of exploring an "entity" that I had become aware of in a prior medicine ceremony. Holy cow, things got ooky-spooky! I've never channeled before, but with Nico
"I had the great privilege to trade work with Nicolle last week and definitely got the better end of the deal! We did a shamanic journey combined with energy work with the intent of exploring an "entity" that I had become aware of in a prior medicine ceremony. Holy cow, things got ooky-spooky! I've never channeled before, but with Nicolle's facilitation I channeled this entity and we gained a lot of information about it. It was wild, my voice changed and my limbs started shaking and twitching on their own! I never felt "out-of-control" though, my mind was present the whole time and I could shut it down any time I chose. Turns out the entity was a hostile psychic parasite that began manipulating me and stealing my power when I was about 9 years old, and has been the cause of all kinds of problems throughout my life. In fact it's been a major presence in many of my past lives. We discovered that 2000 years ago I was a centurion in the Roman army, and made a pact with this entity so people would fear me and submit to my will. Never make deals with demons, they will always screw you! We broke the contracts and disempowered this entity by exposing its lies and manipulations. Such a powerful session, I began noticing a ton of new life momentum and positive manifestations almost immediately! Can't recommend Nicolle enough - if you're ready to do the work and have a breakthrough, she can help make it happen!"
-R.W.-
"Healed from a sexual trauma from childhood.
I want to write a testimonial because this experience was life changing and I want people to know that there is healing if you are willing to go through the process.
We were having a healing ceremony and and as everybody was leaving my experience was just starting. It was the most difficult exp
"Healed from a sexual trauma from childhood.
I want to write a testimonial because this experience was life changing and I want people to know that there is healing if you are willing to go through the process.
We were having a healing ceremony and and as everybody was leaving my experience was just starting. It was the most difficult experience until now but it also was the most healing. I was experiencing a sensation of wanting to purge but nothing was coming out. My body started to chant the OM mantra and every time I did it the need to purge became more intense. Then I saw a white light and felt the presence of my dead grandmother. She started answering many questions I had. She told me women in my family were raped for generations and I was the one to break that cycle. She also told me to put myself in hands of Nicolle, as she was going to guide her to help me heal.
Nicolle suggested we do a shamanic journey . We started the process and I was able to bring my inner child out. The sensation of bringing her back was amazing. I really felt like that 3 year
old again. I felt was she was feeling. She was really scared. We went back to the time when I was molested by my dad's brother. We were able to change what happened and stop it from happening. I rewrote my story. I was able to forgive my mom and dad for not protecting me and my uncle for doing that to me.
I'm not gonna lie the process in ceremony and after has been hard. It's been hard to process everything that came up that night. On the bright side my insecurity went away and now I am able to speak my mind. Before it was really hard to speak up when I didn't like what was happening and it has turned out to be easier. I learned that I was keeping quiet because one, my uncle traumatized me into being afraid to speak up and two because my parents trained me not to speak up and accept whatever they said.
Nicolle helped re-train my inner child to know that it is OK to speak up and that I have the right to do so. I cannot Express how much gratitude I have for what she did, because even when she wasn't the one holding the ceremony she stayed with me in a moment where I was so vulnerable and guide me into healing.
Thank you Nicolle"
-L.R.-
First session with Nicolle at Wholistic Vitality by C.S.:
"We spent the first ½ hour plus or minus discussing my intentions for seeing her and this session.
What came to mind was getting clear on what I want my life to look like moving forward from this point in time and this junction in my life. I just turned 62, my wife is retired, and
First session with Nicolle at Wholistic Vitality by C.S.:
"We spent the first ½ hour plus or minus discussing my intentions for seeing her and this session.
What came to mind was getting clear on what I want my life to look like moving forward from this point in time and this junction in my life. I just turned 62, my wife is retired, and we have reached all of our financial and life goals. Life is an open book at this point and I can create whatever I want my life to look like moving forward.
Should I Stay focused on business or focus more on other pursuits? Maybe retire, engage more in leisure pursuits, do more service work, spend more time on my spiritual quest? All of the above?
I also was thinking a lot of my parents and my gratitude toward them for all they have done for me.
Based on these intents we decided on a Shamanic Journey approach.
This began with taking deep breaths focusing on different areas of the body to focus these breaths on.
Next I was guided to visualize a trash can and put all my thoughts into this trash can and put a lid on it after that was done. Then a trash truck came in from the left and into my mind to pick up the trash and left through the right side of my mind.
My mind become very still and empty. At first it was challenging to completely let go and then it was similar to falling asleep as I lost awareness of my external reality. There seemed to be a void in this space. All thoughts fell away and I became open and receptive. I was still conscious but I was now comfortable with this altered reality.
The next thing I remembered was a path opening up before me. The surroundings were in shadow but I sensed I was in a lush forest in the early evening and I was a peace with my surroundings.
I was guided to sense if there was a companion or a guide around and I sensed or visualized a young female guide on my right and slightly behind me. When guided to ask her name the name Deidra is what came to me.
My next guided question was regarding my parents and if there was anything I wanted to communicate with them. I saw or visualized them in front of me smiling and content. I thanked them and expressed my gratitude to them for all they have done for me. A warm feeling of parental love came over me.
My next guided question was regarding what I want my life to look like moving forward. The path before me seemed to both become more illuminated and less in focus. There seemed to be a presence in front of me who was capable of addressing this question but it was not in a form that I could visualize.
The non-verbal answer I received was not the specifics I was looking for. The message was the specifics are not important. Work on my own spiritual growth and enlightenment. Become a more beneficial presence in this world. Release the ego and let Divine Intelligence express through me. The specifics will take care of themselves.
There was a question as to whether I should become a healer and I felt some internal resistance to this suggestion. I was thinking that my path forward is a bigger picture contribution and I saw myself with being a beneficial presence to the larger world rather than a one on one type of a healer. In later reflection this may have been my ego wanting something grander for myself.
There was also the question if my work and profession define me and creates my sense of self and worth. Is my ego attached to what I do and will I have trouble letting go of it. The answer was clearly yes. My material and professional success is clearly part of how I define myself and this is not who I am. I may need to let this go moving forward.
I was then guided or asked if I wanted to pursue past lives. I remember answering that I was open to this inquiry.
I was then guided to see if there is any connection with Nicolle in these past lives. I sensed there was although I felt some internal resistance to exploring this too deeply. It did come to me that she was Deidra and she was my guide. We have crossed paths before and have known each other in past lives. I sensed a deep friendship between us.
I felt myself drifting slowly downward and back in time. Flashing pictures blurred in my mind as I drifted back but nothing distinct. I then came softly into a room that was filled with oriental rugs and tapestries hanging from the walls. Before me was a very large form or presence. It seemed to be a sitting Buddha or a similar presence of Asian descent. When I asked his name Lao Tzu is what came into my consciousness. Regardless of who he was it was a wise and knowing being sitting in front of me. I sensed that Deidra was with me dressed in an ancient garb of a princess with many jewels. Very symbolic. I sensed that we were students of this presence.
I also sensed this figure before us represented the wisdom of the ages and this information was at our disposal. I am not sure if this was a guide or the source coming to me in the form of an Icon I could relate to as wise and knowing. When I asked how we should address him he said we should refer to him as Master.
I remember opening up my mind to his presence and then there became a direct link from him to me and all communications flowed between us on a non-verbal level. I remember taking my hands from my chest, moving them to my sides, opening them up and turning my palms upward. The flood gates opened up and the energy coming into my being was overwhelming and amazing. I felt as though I had plugged into the source. Maybe I had. This connection to perfection was also emotional. Tears of joy began creeping out of the sides of my eyes and running down the sides of my face pooling in my ears. My heart was torn open and I was connected to the unconditional love and oneness of the universe. There were stars everywhere and the universe was an open book. My rational mind and my ego was nowhere to be found.
Again I directed my questions in thought as to what my life should look like moving forward and the same answers as before flowed to me only stronger and clearer this time. In later reflection it seems to me that this was the same source from earlier in the meditation but my connection to the source was more direct and clearer. The words from my previous experience in the Amazon Jungle of total oneness came into my conciseness; “Allow me to allow you”. I need to get out of the way. I am an open conduit for Divine Intelligence to express through me. I am nothing. I do not exist. There is no ego in my way. I am one with the source. I express this source in all that I do. I am at your service.
The next thing I remember was Nicolle wanting to ask some questions when I was finished. She was wondering about her relationship with her husband and was concerned that they are not on the same spiritual path. The answer that came back was that they do not need to be. We are all on different spiritual paths and we should support each other on our individual paths. We have to be careful not to try to control our loved ones including are spouses, children and others that are significant in our lives. We are here to illuminate their paths but that the choices in life are theirs and theirs alone. Unconditional Love and support is the key to our involvement with someone else’s journey. Make no judgments. Judgments hold us all back. Loving without conditions sets us free and those closest to us.
I also remember something regarding just being receptive to guidance and do not over think or over analyze ourselves, others or any particular situation. Be receptive and open and our reality will unfold in harmony and love. Do not force or control this unfoldment.
There was also something that came up about abundance and financial issues. What came through was that source provides all our worldly needs. Open up to source and all your worldly needs and abundance will be experienced. I read a quote in a book since our session that had a new take on an old saying. “God helps those that let him”. What in thought is holding you back?
The next thing I remember was that I was overheating. My hands and arms were shaking from the energy that was coming into them and through them. I was wondering if the table I was on was heated because I was burning up. The two points on my lower back that were hurting from a recent back injury were painful from the intense heat. At the same time I felt this heat was healing these points on my back. I was also thinking that they could be were this amazing energy was finding resistance in my physical form. I was beginning to sweat from this energy or heat that was building up in my body. I relaxed into it and the experience of it and let my control go. I still continued to sweat.
Nicolle took my hands and placed them on her heart chakra. The energy that was flowing into my hands and arms then began to dissipate and be re-directed into her. This was very grounding and my physical being began to relax and cool down. I was sharing the source energy that had built up in my physical being with her. This also seemed to cut off the flow of source energy that was coming into me through my hands and arms. It was also allowing me to return to this plane of reality. It created a soft landing coming back from an intense experience.
Nicolle then began tapping my feet and slowly moved this rhythmic tapping up my body bringing me slowly back in to normal consciousness. She directed me to remember everything that I experienced on this journey and the messages received and the lessons I had learned.
I laid there exhausted and clammy. My shirt was soaked with my own sweat. I could have rolled over and fallen asleep other than my mind was beginning to race and explore deeper the meaning of what I had just experienced. It seemed like a profound dream other than I was lucid during the experience and I could remember what had happened in great detail. We began discussing what I had experienced and its meanings. This debriefing was allowing me to further access this experience and the messages it had imparted.
Rude awaking. Nicolle’s husband had text her inquiring about the timing of dinner. I ask what time it was and she said it was almost 7:30. This meditation started around 4:30. I told my wife I would be home around 6, plus or minus. My mind raced with a few expletives and I about fell off the table getting up. I thought this guided mediation had lasted for about an hour and it was closer to 3 hours. It occurred to me later that it was timeless."
-C.S.-
I am writing this testimonial being raw and my most vulnerable self in hopes of helping others.
My intuition told me to reach out to Nicole and share my personal experience about a ceremony we had sat in together. At the time, I wasn’t aware that Nicole facilitated shamanic journeys. She made me aware that through a shamanic journey I co
I am writing this testimonial being raw and my most vulnerable self in hopes of helping others.
My intuition told me to reach out to Nicole and share my personal experience about a ceremony we had sat in together. At the time, I wasn’t aware that Nicole facilitated shamanic journeys. She made me aware that through a shamanic journey I could change my timeline and shift the energy in the present moment. I knew that Nicole was brought into my life for a reason. I scheduled the next available session. She facilitated my journey remotely through Skype since I was in Indonesia. In one session, Nicole has helped me move mountains that I have been chipping away at for years! I’ve always battled with my relationship with food. I presumed that I was addicted to it. But, before my ceremony during meditation I was given that food wasn’t my problem there was something deeper that I needed to heal from. The ceremony was was of them most painful yet magical experiences I have ever had.
During the ceremony, it was brought to my conscious awareness that I had been sexually abused as a child between the ages of 4-6 by the landlord. The continual sexual abuse was a memory that I completely blocked out because due to the pain and trauma of my parents never validating the abuse. I grew up thinking and feeling this was a story that I made up to be like my Mother who was also sexually abused.
My dysfunctional relationship with food began with my sexual abuse. The perpetrator first started by playing with my mouth and then feeding me the cake that his wife made. He would then stuff my mouth so full I would start choking and crying. He would traumatize me and make me forget the trauma by asking me if he could kiss me and make it better. But this wasn’t a kiss on the lips and it felt so good. This sexual abuse led me into a lifetime of problems with food only being one of them.
Since a young child I was hyper-sexual. Since sixth grade, until my recent years, I would masterbate more than ten times a day. On top of this I had many sexual partners. I was always seemed to be attracted to older, unavailable men. This, attracted me to the sugar baby lifestyle for most of my life, until I awakened. In the recent years, I used to believe that I was a horrible person for having been such a way and enjoying it. I hated myself.
I hated my relationship with food. For my entire life there has never been a time that food was not on my mind. It’s all I ever thought about. I started binge eating in second grade. I remember eating everything in the cabinets. The binge eating continued my entire life. Then, when I was in high school I started purging. At the time, I would never eat in front of others because I knew what a pig I would become when I consumed food. Food was my only escape, until I found drugs. When I awakened, I stopped using drugs. At the time, I thought I had “healed” my relationship with food. Until my Mom’s suicide. This time, the cravings and the urges telling me to eat were a million times stronger than ever. And, the only way that I could make them stop was by eating. Everyday was hell for me. I was silently suffering and I hated myself. The only way that I could find a moment of relief was through eating. This time, I would eat so much that I would become sick and purging was the only way that I could get relief from the sickness. This vicious cycle went on for about two years until last year when I wasn’t accepted for a 3 month shamanic immersion due to the shaman picking up the purging in my aura. I was devastated. From this devastation I promised myself I would never purge again. Which, led me to gaining 30+ lbs. At the time, the shaman had suggested that I go to a food rehab clinic and contact them a year later. Until then, I never knew such a rehab existed. After discovering I could never afford to attend this rehabilitation, I started embracing my problem with food as an addiction and tried to handle it somewhat in the healthiest way possible. For the first time ever I began sharing my urges for food with those closest to me. Although, many people didn’t take it seriously. I used the metaphor of if I was addicted to drugs you wouldn’t dare bring drugs around me. I told them that my relationship with food was the same as a drug addict’s relationship with drugs. But, again no one ever took me seriously. Life was hard. I didn’t know what to do and I didn’t know how to recover. Food was everywhere and I didn’t know how to say no.
For many years, healing my relationship with food has been on the forefront of my healing. I would go many months with amazing progress only to have another binge. Where I would experience atrocious guilt. I would then become sick and have to be hospitalized.
I believed that I “addicted”. That was until ceremony and my journey with Nicole. Our intention with the journey was to shift the timeline of never being abused to shift the energy of my present moment life. When Nicole began to lead my consciousness to access the Higher Dimensional Realms. It was painful and I was scared. All I could feel was a heaviness. It was extremely cloudy and I wanted to move. A part of me wanted to stop but I knew I had to do this to save my inner child. I felt jerked in many directions. As I was rising I was pulled through the cloud of energies that were thought forms that have been attached to me since I was a child. Then, there were entities in which I had made agreements as a child with during my abuse to help save me. For most of my life I had unknowingly given my control to them. Until Nicole helped me break the contracts during own journey.
We spent 3 hours journeying and we were able to access the timeline and change the events that happened so my parents never allowed this man to hurt me. Prior to the journey I had expressed to Nicolle that I wanted to understand how I attracted being sexually abused into my experience as a young and innocent child. It turns the ancestral pattern of sexual abuse energetically passed down to me through generations of my family lineage on my maternal/ mother's side. With the help of Nicole we were able to go back and shift the timeline’s of my Mother and my Grandmother.
After the journey, I was able to recognize hear and see clearly that my what I perceived as an addiction to food was never me. It was from outside energies that I was easily influenced by. This was due to never understanding what clear boundaries were because my parents never validate my sexual abuse. Nicolle made me aware that the first few days after the journey the veil is thin so to make super conscious choices and I still had a lot of work to do. Some days were easier than others but since the journey I am a new person. I
It’s been a month since our journey and Nicolle has been the answer to my lifetime of prayers. By shifting my timeline my entire life has changed. I immediately felt a different and an awareness that I never had. Now, I am comfortable and at ease in my body. I no longer feel the resistance that I once felt and I have no urge to cope. I am extremely present and loving everything this life has to offer. I am grateful for all the experiences as I have learned that my sexual abuse was in my life to teach me to always listen to and trust my intuition. Thank you Nicole for being such a beautiful light and helping to save my life.
If you are “stuck” and looking for a break through and a breath of fresh air but are doubtful if life could ever get better I HIGHLY recommend Nicolle to you. She will help you save your life and feel what it’s like to be alive again! It’s the most precious feeling in the world to wake up and be excited for another day of life!
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